/if only things would be that simple.

JUBILATE on friday was nice (;
hahah, was with wanyee for like FIFTEEN hours. WOW

glad regrets didnt come as much as last year. probably ive come to accept that facts?

i was thinking. thinking about what spurred me to spend the whole afternoon later to study.
i guess i really dont want to see those horrid marks with lousy Bs and i dont want to have regrets not putting my best anymore. but those words i heard made me even more motivated. 'aiyah, you surely can one lah' it got me thinking. have i been giving them the wrong impression? everytime i do my homework, they say im hard working. everytime i study, they say the same thing. but what they dont know is that i was actually trying to cram everything into my mind last minute. they havent seen the change, but im not the one i was before. ive been thinking about this since last night. then i thought, i dont want to let anyone down anymore. i dont them to have the wrong impression of me. i want to be who they think of me. and so ive decided.

realised i dont exactly like playing the piano when there arent jazz/blues to play :/
hahah, the urge to play piano disappear when i sit to start. grrrr.

; Re-write The Past

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